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Well...haha, the last time I updated, I was moving out, now I am moving back. Hopefully I'll be able to live here until I get done school, then move out on my own again. I would much rather live on my own, but goddamn Victoria Real Estate is retarded. So, a much easier way to contact me, via my old phone number; aka my dads.

As for school...I'mona go back and be a teacher. I think I'll do okay at that...it'll definately scare the crap outta me the first time I have to teach a class, but I can deal.

Well, you'd think there would be more of an update with the moving out and what-not. But really, there is nothing other than the norm. I got Harley a shock collar as much as I didn't want to. It works though.

I miss Brad. Lots. It makes me sad. So now there is only Harley, and he doesn't hold up a conversation very well. Only one more week of being lonely. Then no more one-sided conversations, whee!

Work is good. 32 hours a week. Good good.

No cable, internet or phone yet. But once Brad gets more shift, which will hopefully happen soon, we will add!!! Because I've watched wayyy too many movies lately. Almost beaten Zelda. I'm just confused now. I needa find Ganon, then I rule. But I don't know where to find him.

P.S. - No more text messages for me. You know how I had that black stuff that looked like two worms? Now it looks like a rock. There is no more screen to be seen...so if you feel compelled to send me a text message...don't, because I won't know what it said. Also...if you call me, and I don't call back, don't be offended because I can only see that I missed a call. I can't see who called me. I'll get a new phone when I am ready to part with my baby.

Well...now that we're mostly settled, life is good. The house is warm, the fire place is focal; it's all coming together. But I still hate being alone so much.

And remember those feelings that I wanted to go away? One went away, and the other two went away for a little bit. But they're back, and I still want them to go away. Or at least be resolved. I know how to resolve them...but it's just so damn hard.

Hmm...well, living on your own is not quite as cool as one would think. My house is colder than all hell, and I'm alone and bored all the time because nothing is set up. So I get to sit in a cold house wrapped in blankets.

But other than that, it's awesome. Getta do whatever I want. Eat whatever I want. There is like never any dishes so doing them doesn't suck as much.

I just want to be completely settled. Let's hope we're done by next week.

I did it again...and it changed...and I thought it was funny.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

I'm trying to come to terms with it...but it just isn't working.


And it's killing me.

So, I just hella burned my stomach. Yeah...it hurt.

In other news...I still don't know what I should be for Halloween. What should I be for Halloween, guys?

Dontcha put it in your mouth, (don't put it in your mouth). Dontcha stuff it in your face (don't stuff it in your face). Though it might look good to eat (though it might look good to eat). And it might look good to taste (and it might look good to taste). You could get sick...ick! Real quick...ick! Real sick, real...ICK! Dontcha put it in your mouth, (uh-uh). Till you ask someone you love (that's right sis'). If it's okay to eat (if it's okay to eat). Like a muffin or a beet (like a muffin or a beet). If you don't know just what it is (remember boys and girls) DON'T PUT IT IN YOUR MOUTH!!!...ick!

Always ask someone you know before you put anything in your mouth.

I don't like this feeling.

Or this one.

Or this one.

...please, make them go away.

I had to buy panties a lot less frequent when she wasn't here. That disturbs me.